Hopeless Hopeaholic.

Why? Why is it that everytime I give it my all for someone, I always get left with nothing. Why is it that everytime I feel like I'm winning, I end up losing. Everytime it feels like everything is all good and nothing can stop it, it stops and goes the opposite way. Everytime I feel truly happy and that I'm invincible, I eventually end up feeling so vulnerable and depressed.

I've been told many times before that I'm 'the perfect girl', or 'the best'. But in the end I always get left and they've settled for less.

Idk, I do think that I give second chances way more than I should. And maybe I take way less than I deserve. But I guess I just take what I can get, and all I get is used and abused, bullshit and broken promises. I'm always led to believe that not every guy is the same, and that maybe this time I'll be treated right. I don't know why I take that shit and let it slide. But I guess it's becos I choose to see the better in people. I always have hope, even when I know it's just hopeless. I guess I'm always gonna be 'The Hopeless Hopeaholic'.